I'm worried it won't stop soon. It's an insulting feeling that just keeps coming. I think it's what's making me seem schizophrenic. I can't even ask or find out what it is and why. I get feelings from people I see outside, but they seem to go away more easily. I'm not really in my parents's custody. I was just kicked out of my college major and could not succeed in the other classes. It was a nicer experience living on campus. Everyone wanted to get away from their parents, and it was a big deal, even tho we were at school all day long etc. It was just more efficient and I was still grouped with people my age. Now, I'm too old. It's actually very depressing.